Whatever your inspiration was, I'm so glad you found it. I just hate that she's in love with someone else--gotta be that Remy LeBeau, the Cajun is the only one who's even remotely good enough for her if she's not gonna be with Logan--but I love that she's conflicted about leaving Logan to suffer alone. Hate me if you want to, but I still can't wait for more! --Wendie

Author's Response: My inspiration is lots of things. LOL. My friend hidden_cait from ffn brought up some serious thoughts.

Originaly I had intended the boy friend to be ambigious, so whichever verse you wanted you could plug in whoever you want. But.... All they guys who have remotely been in her life before this would all be entirely too jealous to willing let her spend a night or two alone with him in a hotel room and alcohol. Let alone traipsing across teh US. So... I really have no idea who he is.

As for her, she is conflicted. THey boh are. They both no it'll just be best to let go but can't. Marie isn't wise enough to know he's mournng for as long as possible so that when he's old and not grey he'll still remember her. And Logan's to stubborn to let go of his double edged alcohol sword. He drinks to forget, he drinks to remember. They're just a couple of f**ked up kids who life screwed over.

I'm working on the next chapter.