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Real name: Sarah
Member Since: 01/18/2010
Membership Status: Member

I didn't used to write. It took me a year & the prodding of a very talented author on this site for me to actually post something. I'm still more of a rabid Rogan reader than writer though. I pass the time in between fics by maintaining a real-life job in victims' rights and worrying about how I'll manage my Rogan habit & studying for my masters.
 
Reviews by sahara
Do you ever sit and wonder sometimes?

Rated: G
Categories: X3, X1, X2
Characters: None
Genres: Shipper, Vignette
Tags: None
Warnings: None

Series: None
Chapters: 1
Wordcount: 1234 - Hits: 2060
Complete?: Yes - Published: 01/22/2011 - Last Updated: 01/22/2011
Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 01/22/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

I like this. You really managed to toe the line between deep introspection & Logan's characteristic unwillingness to seem that way. I enjoyed your take - how he has more questions than answers. It feels very true, if that makes sense.

"The clues are gettin’ older and as a result, colder." I always wondered about this, but never found anyone who's brought it up. Sure, assuming those programs are still operating like in X2, but I think the longer he lives the more cold trails he'd find. I also love how you worded it. :)

And isn't Moviemom the best beta? Her style makes something that could be very tedious & frustrating, actually pleasant and thought-provoking :D

Author's Response: No matter how ‘tough’ you appear on the outside, I think everyone has vulnerability of some sort and at some level on the inside. Logan is often portrayed as just a hard shell and although I don’t want to see him without all that makes him strong, why shouldn’t he want, need, even crave the things most take for granted? Why does that make you weak? Why would a hard life and extreme circumstances extinguish all dreams of anything different? etc. Even if the answers will never come why would that stop you asking the questions? \r\nAnd as for Wendie – extreme superstar!!\r\nThanks for taking the time to review x\r\n

Total, shameless, PWP. Although I've decided that the description was scaring people off, so I'll just say that it's AU. Logan and Marie meet under very unusual circumstances. And you'll know by the end of the first chapter if you're on board or not. ;-)

Rated: NC-17
Categories: AU
Characters: None
Genres: Adult, Angst, PWP
Tags: None
Warnings: None

Series: None
Chapters: 5
Wordcount: 13102 - Hits: 36194
Complete?: Yes - Published: 02/06/2011 - Last Updated: 02/20/2011
Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 02/12/2011 Title: Chapter 3: The Lesson

Oh my. What have you done to my not-so-delicate non-Southern not-really-sensibilities?

Nice mix of smut & sweetness. Don't know if you were going for that, but that's what I got from it.

That & a case of the vapors

Author's Response: I do declare, your review is making me swoon! ;-) Thanks!

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 02/06/2011 Title: Chapter 1: The Scrapper

It's a new premise that I haven't seen before, which is very good. So wherever the allusive "First Time For Every Plot" muse skipped off to - track it, follow, it, capture it.

Really, this has the potential to be one hell of a story. I noticed that you hit a bit of a sticky situation with The Prisoner after one of the chapters - not sure where you wanted to take the story. So, just take your time with this one because it seems like it's a gem. I'm finding that writing a bunch, getting a few chapters ahead, before posting helps a bunch! Flesh things out (no pun intended...well, maybe) in your head, create a rough plan, and don't worry about rushing the updates. An original plot and original dialogue are WELL worth the wait.

I'm excited to see where this goes :D

Author's Response: Aw, what a sweet thoughtful review, and I will say straight out that this story in no way warrants it. ;-) No plot points to get snagged on, this is going to be total, fluffy, popcorn-style PWP. But thanks!

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 02/07/2011 Title: Chapter 2: The Requirements

This is getting good. Without the right amount of build up this could easily slip into a toss away PWP, so I'm glad that you're indulging your muse and setting the stage like this. I mean, don't get me wrong - I love me some good ol' fashioned smexing, but the bit about what Marie wants is going to allow you to really...uh...ahem... explore your options so to speak.

So with that...Smut Away!

Author's Response: Aw, thanks so much for reviewing again. Glad you\'re not finding the slow build-up too onerous. The third chapter is also shaping up to be some very sloooow smexing, but at least I\'m getting there!

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 02/19/2011 Title: Chapter 4: The Wildness

oh........oh my goodness.


I'm just....gonna go....fan myself. It got a bit...toasty in here.

Just...maybe....yeah, yeah I'm gonna crawl into the freezer for a hot second....

Author's Response: Remember to leave the door open a crack. ;-) Thanks for the review!

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 02/20/2011 Title: Chapter 5: The Impossible

Your doctor skills transcend your real life. How else did you know that the best prescription for a research paper-induced headache was a Rogan break & closure to this story?

Is it okay if I pay my bill in the form of a Loyalties update later this week?

Author's Response: So glad I could help with your headache, but I am sorry our billing department didn\'t inform you that your Rogue Cross/Logan Shield plan is out-of-network with our office. In addition to the copay of one Loyalties update later this week, you will be balance-billed for another Loyalties update the following week. Please do not make us send your account to collections (i.e., telling RoseSumner to whip you into shape). ;-)

"It is harder to love than to find someone to love."

...The path of the Xmen has become much darker in recent years. Rogue finds her way to the mansion one night and meets our favorite surly Canadian--but has she been there before? And what exactly do they want with her?

Rated: R
Categories: AU
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama, Shipper
Tags: None
Warnings: None

Series: None
Chapters: 11
Wordcount: 26484 - Hits: 59288
Complete?: No - Published: 02/27/2011 - Last Updated: 02/09/2018
Reviewer: sahara Signed star star star star star
Date: 02/27/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Omg, Rose?! Is your Marie going to dabble in a little sass?!?!!? I LOVE SASSY!MARIE.

"Telekinetic castration." Loved it.

From the very. first. fucking. sentence I knew I was in for something.....sumptuous? Yes, that's what your writing is. It's like gorging on a box of Godiva that you had originally planned on sharing with someone. It's so good, too good. Too much, but you still want more.

"He liked the rain, though the predator in him was considering the cold and the unrelenting Wet--which heightens some scents, and hopelessly blurrs others--with a wrinkled nose and a stiff jaw." I like the capitalization in this sentence & the positive/negative spin on the weather.

" There was a sundial in the center of the courtyard, a proud project of last year's shop class, and his gaze returned to it again and again though it's face was uselessly dark and weeping now." This too. I loved that you used the word "face" & "weeping", throwing back to its use as a clock...which has a face. Just. Brilliant. How do you think of something like this?

I could go on & on, but I'd be copy/pasting the entire damn thing. You are really just too damn good.

Author's Response: Quite pleased to know that you were drinking when you wrote this; it makes the writing much better (perhaps there\'s a formula for that? Like your blood alcohol level multiplied by the real worth of the story?). Si, si, un poco sass-o por Marie. I wish I could give you a lifetime supply of Godiva chocolate for this, and perhaps something whipped and vanilla-flavored to apply to whatever body part of Hugh Jackman you prefer.

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 03/06/2011 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

There are many things I liked in this, the primary one being:

"And Logan, a close friend of death but not half so familiar with its sibling grief, wondered bemusedly if four months was the traditional point when the dead were replaced and forgotten."

I have no idea how you come up with these things & piece them together so well. I've given up on trying to make my writing on level with yours. It just won't happen. I don't think anybody can. You've got too much talent and such a nuanced way of delivering these scenes and the words that make them.

Author's Response: It\'s sad, how unaware you are of your own supreme badassery in writing--though this did make me feel like I was standing on the top of the Empire State Building, beating my chest a la King Kong. Thank you, thank you, thank you for offering me this piece of a good day.

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 04/18/2011 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3

"Scott was a much better pilot these days. Logan couldn't quite recall when this change had come to be." Tee hee. Yes, it's always easier to remember when someone's a fuck up.

So glad I read this after eating. Yum, bloodlust to go with my meatless tacos.

"Her eyes were bloodshot, like the most devoted of students or alcoholics." So good. So true. Such a good fucking observation.

I'd accuse you of being a tease if you weren't so damn generous with your descriptions.

Author's Response: Yes! >punches air< I wrote those line thinking of you. I *knew* you\'d see them. I *knew* it! Thank you!!!!!

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 04/18/2011 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4

"Ashen, like the dead and embalmed too late into decomposition." I've been feeling morbid enough to appreciate this.

Again, teasing, but rich with beautiful descriptions. I always love your Logan & Rogue dynamics. This is no exception. Glad she's got more fire than The Girl & Heal Over Maries - but there's still a *hint* of something that's not quite right, just a bit broken somewhere that makes her Rose's Marie.

That doesn't make sense, sorry. Taco coma.

Author's Response: You almost always make sense when you say you\'re not making sense. Thank you for this, and for being so awesome I\'d split my zero bar with you...and give you the bigger half.

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 04/18/2011 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter 5

You are too fucking nice, you know that? How can I deserve more than I'm getting when it's taken me like a fucking month to review your story when I talk to you like everyday? I think you've got it backwards. You deserve more than you're getting. Anyway...

"And Rogue had closed her eyes on the jet as if grateful at the idea that they may never open." Oh mess. Your poor Marie.

Ah, so that's where the Pabst went!

Although I'm glad I recognize the eating at different times thing, the unwanted changes in her schedule, I have to say that I don't follow the last part. Not entirely sure what that exchange about her fix really meant, what Logan suddenly understood.

Could be the taco coma.

Author's Response: Nice? Hardly. At the video store I put a copy of WaterWorld next to Xmen, just to let Jean know what\'s coming to her. The words \"Drown, b****, drown\" may have been uttered. Not quietly. Thank you for your incredible generosity, for this, for your shared knowledge of crappy alcoholic beverages....I\'m sorry. I was worried that wouldn\'t be clear enough. Logan saw her watching a drug dealer across the bar, concluded that she was an addict, and understood that that was the reason she didn\'t want him there. Make a tiny bit more sense? I hope the explanation didn\'t confuse you more.

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 06/11/2011 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter 6

Was the repetition of "there" deliberate? Because I liked the effect.

There's too much to like here - if I were to copy/paste my favorite lines, I'd end up highlighting the whole damn thing.

I missed your wonderful way with words. So much detail without beating us over the head with anything or dragging the readers down in plodding exposition. You always, *always*, manage to keep a consistent, deliberate tone that says as much as the content.

Can you mail me a little smidgen of your awesome abilities? Perdy puh-leeeease? With a nekkid Wolverine on top?

Author's Response: Yes, it was. So glad you enjoyed that, so glad you enjoyed this in general. Thank you, thank you so much. You are absolutely incredible, like amazing coated awesomeness drizzled in fantastic.

Post X3. Professor Xavier returns to the mansion. Tries to help, and be helped by, two people. About bodies, and how to live in them.

Rated: R
Categories: X3
Characters: None
Genres: None
Tags: None
Warnings: None

Series: None
Chapters: 2
Wordcount: 7085 - Hits: 5791
Complete?: No - Published: 05/07/2011 - Last Updated: 06/18/2011
Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 05/12/2011 Title: Chapter 1: ONE

As if I needed another reason why you're one of my all time favorite authors here.

"About bodies, and how to live in them." Indeed. This just kept playing in my mind over & over again throughout this first chapter. I'm so excited to see what you're going to do with this theme. There are so many different directions you can take it & I know it'll be excellent since you're writing & ideas are always up to par.

The timing of this is just dead on. "About bodies, and how to live in them." I guess that's a theme that's been running through my mind before I even read this, but just didn't recognize it until now. As someone who has been exposed to & experienced the ultimate breakdown & limitations of the body in recent months, this hits close to home.

I really, truly cannot wait to see where you take this.

Author's Response: Hi, sahara, sorry for replying so late!! Yes, the theme of living in bodies is something I think about constantly, and I think it shows up in the writing here, too. I\'ve personally felt those breakdowns and limitations, too. And what\'s always fascinated and affected me about this series is its relationship to bodies, to the work of having (or not having) a body and the experience of having (or not having) a body. The simultaneous fragility and brutality of a body. A \"mutated\" body, a violenced and violent body. An ethics of the body. I mean, all of their mutations are essentially weaponized mutations, making people more capable of doing damage to other people, other lives... making these people at once harder and more vulnerable, at once more closed off and more opened up, TOO opened up. How to live in bodies like that? I can\'t stop thinking about those questions.

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 06/18/2011 Title: Chapter 2: TWO

So very many things I loved in this. Some I give reasons for, some I like just because.

"Everything Xavier has ever been able to hold onto, has never been something he could hold with his hands."

"Logan already looks like he doesn’t want to say a thousand things." Doesn't he really? Dead on with this one.

"I already know you—already vowing to protect a precocious young girl who’s crawled inside your heart, let me tell you how this not-love story ends, however much you think you’re already needed, it isn’t even half of what you’re going to end up needing—"

"The swiftness with which she looks away reminds Xavier of how twitchy she is, has always been. How when she had arrived Xavier had always considered Rogue the feral one, not Logan." Hmm, I can see this. Very plausible & a great new way of going back over those scenes with a different eye. That's one of the best things about fanfics - seeing the original work through someone else's eyes.

"older than everyone her age, exhausted by being both smart and old, trying desperately not to be so smart and old. That last part, at least, all three of them have in common." AHHH!! Even after all of these years of thinking about all things Rogan I did not make this connection. Consider my mind blown. Really.

I love how your exorcising X3 demons with this. Going back over the last conversation Logan & Xavier had. I never really placed much thought that their last exchange was an argument. I also love you simultaneous X1 references. Sharp as a tack is what you are.

So I looked up The Once And Future King & didn't realize that it made an appearance in X2! Apparently the comics also reference it. Awesomesauce! I always feel like I stumble upon the best Easter eggs in your fics. Did you include this work because it was used in the various X-Men works or just a personal preference you found fitting?

Author's Response: Hi sahara! Yes, I\'ve always liked how Rogue and Logan seem similar in that way, in X1. Both twitchy and defensive, trying to survive, just on the cusp of despair. And the colors they used for her, all that green and auburn and brown. She always felt like a kind of woodland creature, someone raw. The smart/old thing with the three of them really gets me. I think they, along with Jean, are the characters who are always trying to suppress what they know and how they know it and how that informs how they live in the world. And how desperately hard all that knowing makes their daily lives. It\'s moving. And that last conversation between Logan and Xavier in X3 just HAUNTS me. Because to some extent I think it\'s total character assassination for both of them, but at the same time, I think it\'s amazing, provocative, interesting character assassination. The monster that it makes out of Xavier, and the way Patrick Stewart, like a boss, just delivers these really disturbing lines, about Xavier\'s conduct with Jean, Jean\'s mind. The man it reveals him to be. What he\'s capable of. And the way Logan learns all of this, the distrust and horror that descend upon him. But also his somewhat annoying over-righteous indignance. I don\'t know, it\'s a very, very disturbing scene. Ah--and as for The Once and Future King--I\'m working it in because of it\'s relation to Xavier and Magneto in the movies. There are things in it that illuminate Xavier\'s character and way of thinking about education in particular, for sure. Thanks again for all these wonderful comments and observations! It\'s always a pleasure to hear from you.

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Rated: G
Categories: X1
Characters: None
Genres: Crossover
Tags: None
Warnings: None

Series: None
Chapters: 1
Wordcount: 1 - Hits: 1668
Complete?: No - Published: 06/17/2011 - Last Updated: 06/17/2011
Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 06/18/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Ditto with what annie77 said. This has become my place of worship. As for the forum, isn't that what WRBeta is for? Or am I misusing it?

I heart this place, DevilDoll for making it happen, & everyone else who frequents it & keeps it Roganrific.

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 06/18/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

I've gotten this question before, so I'm posting it here rather than emailing doctorg. On the main WRFA page there's a purple button link to the yahoo group for wrbeta.

According to the homepage for it "WRBeta is a discussion and fan fiction list for the characters of Wolverine and Rogue, in movie, comic, or cartoon form."

It's especially helpful if you're trying to find a fic, but can't remember who wrote it or what it's called. Most of the time someone knows what you're talking about & can find the story. It's also a good way to keep up on news of developments (i.e. the next Wolverine movie & whatnot), image manips, & general Rogan-y goodness.

Sometimes love is the unrequited kind. Rogue is growing up. Logan is in love with Jean. And nothing is simple.

Rated: Adult
Categories: X1
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Tags: None
Warnings: None

Series: None
Chapters: 5
Wordcount: 15101 - Hits: 29592
Complete?: Yes - Published: 07/01/2011 - Last Updated: 08/02/2011
Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 07/03/2011 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Holy macaroni, September. I can't tell you how excited I am for this. You're one of my favorites so any Rogan scraps you throw at us are appreciated. For some stupid reason I never reviewed Runaway even though it's a longtime favorite of mine that frequently pops up in my brain & I have to go back to re-read. I know this isn't a strict follow up to that, but you still keep the subtleties that work so perfectly with an emotionally reserved guy like Logan & a young woman who's trying to reserve her emotions for her own protection. I can't wait to see where this is going. I expect some heartbreak - it's never easy for these two, but you always deliver on a good chewy, nougaty Rogan filling. Yum.

Author's Response: Ahh, thanks :o) I love that you like Runaway, too! There will be chewy nougaty Rogan filling, promise, but it might not be quite what you\'re hoping for - just to warn you (without giving too much away.. which is really hard dammit!)

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 07/10/2011 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

"Love is... awkward." Oh man how I hate Jean. There's a special raging inferno just for her. I love and hate this explanation that she gives. I don't feel like the word "awkward" is the appropriate word for her to use here, so it makes me hate Jean all the more for her shitty response. It just sounds juvenile, which just compounds on my Jean-Hate. So props to you if this was intentional. If this wasn't, then I will still refuse to acknowledge otherwise because despite how nice she was to Rogue before take-off, I still think she deserves a good shove off of the blackbird. ;)

Author's Response: Heh - I\'d like to pretend it was intentional.. but it wasn\'t *g*. Although she is explaining it as if it was to a child. Poor Jean, though - she\'s not all that bad *g*. Put yourself in her position, Logan does all of the chasing in each of the three films, it\'s his fault a lot more than it is hers, besides, would you turn him down? I decided to cut her some slack in this fic. Give her the benefit of the doubt. Trouble it, it seems to have had the opposite affect & more people seem to hate her. Heh. That\'s a interesting technique I might try again!

Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 07/17/2011 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3

Nice. I always like it when Rogue takes a road trip - even if it's in the middle of angsty mucky lifeness (descriptive, right?). I'm pissed at Logan on her behalf. Is that allowed? Will DD revoke my Rogan card? I'm starting to get worried that this won't end in some form of a happy Rogan way :/

Author's Response: Angsty mucky lifeness is perfectly descriptive *g*. Go ahead & be pissed at Logan, I know I am! But then, he\'s also trying his best given the circumstances, so I also could hug him for trying to do the right thing... I\'m very conflicted *lol*. Good job I\'m not driving this thing. No, wait...

Some things have to be believed to be seen.

Title taken from Beckett.

Rated: PG-13
Categories: X3
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Tags: None
Warnings: None

Series: None
Chapters: 1
Wordcount: 3491 - Hits: 1944
Complete?: No - Published: 05/12/2012 - Last Updated: 05/12/2012
Reviewer: sahara Signed
Date: 05/14/2012 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

Hells yes I want on this! I haven't been on this site in months, lost most interest to be honest, but when I saw that you had updated. Well damn, I had to pop in & boy was I in for a pleasant surprise. Up to your usual standards right from the get go. Love it. Glad you're back. :D

Author's Response: Hey chica! It\'s like the Godfather...just when we thought we were out, they pull us back in! Thanks for the welcome back (and back atcha) and will try and get some more up soon.